(via tiresome)
(via tiresome)
I want to say I love this time of year. but its so stressful. school is so stressful. I feel like such a mess right now. all I want to do is let myself be filled with spirit and love, and in many ways I am. but….I feel like my life is falling apart instead.
I am not going to my first class today. I have a paper to write….it is noon, haven’t started yet! wooop
“lindsey, please don’t disappear on me again.”
I’ll try. its hard to stick around when you are living with some displaced girl and I’m in a relationship.
so, I basically had two days off this week. yesterday both my classes were cancelled, I did have to work. what did I accomplish:
*went downtown, returned derkje’s birthday present at urban.
*got my birthday lipgloss at sephora.
*managed to really confuse myself in the guy department. ex called me to tell me he has a new girlfriend but he still has feelings for me. oops. when will it end?
today:
*I slept in till 11. woooo
now I need to:
*dye my hair and paint my nails
*REALLY need to clean my room. its unacceptable right now.
*clean the apartment.
*WORK ON MY PAPERS…urg.
*go to work at 4:30 :(
*listen to bad romance over and over again. hahaha.